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Mark Doty
A poem from SCHOOL OF THE ARTS
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LOST
COCKATIEL, cried
the sign, hand-lettered, taped
to
the side of a building: last seen on 16th between
Fifth and Sixth, gray body, orange cheek patches, yellow
head. Name: Omar.
Somebody's dear, I guess, though how
do you lose a cockatiel on 16th Street? Flown from
a ledge, into the sky he's eyed for months
or years, into the high limbs of the ginkgos, suddenly
free? I'm looking everywhere in the rustling globes and
spires shot through with yellow, streaking
at the edges, for any tropic flash of him. Why should I
think I'd see him, in the vast flap this city is? Why wander
Chelsea when that boy could be up and gone, winging his
way to Babylon or Oyster Bay, drawn to
some magnet of green. Sense to go south? Not likely;
Omar's known the apartment and the cage, picked his
seeds from a cup, his fruits and nuts from the hand that
anchored him -- and now he's launched, unfindable, no one's
baby anymore but one bit… Think of
the great banks of wires and switches in the telephone
exchange, every voice and signal a little
flicker lighting up -- that's Omar now, impulse in
the propulsive flow. Who'll ever know? Then this
morning we're all in the private commuter blur when a guy
walks into the subway car whistling, doing birdcalls:
he's decked in orange and lime, a flag
pluming his baseball cap; he's holding out a paper cup while he
shifts from trills to caws. Not much of a talent, I think,
though I like his shameless attempt at charm, and
everybody's smiling covertly, not particularly tempted to give him
money. Though one man reaches into his pocket and starts
to drop some change into the cup, and our
Papageno says, "That's my coffee, man, but thanks,
God bless you anyway," and lurches
whistling out the door. |
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